Ya know how I’ve mentioned previously that all the drinking and drugs I’ve done it the past, got so it just wasn’t enough? Well, that’s how I feel today. I’ve smoked a lot of weed today, vaping in between and have eaten 3 gummies and yet, I’m just not feeling the way I want to feel. I wanna feel numb, and that’s sometimes hard to achieve with only cannabis products.
For the record, my productivity is excellent when I’m high, I can focus and I’m more apt to chat and text people back. Relaxes me and makes me feel safe. Being high makes me feel safe. Yep, I said it. I know what you’re thinking .. “That’s fuckin weird!”. Yeah, I’m beginning to wonder about that now that I’m able to read it.